i missed all that...

hye all.. im fine today, even having headache... but, im still ok... :) btw... now, i really2 miss my friends at stulang laut... my imi friends... ya.. all of them! i missed my memories with them.. they all so sporting and happening.. we all like a family.. i love them so much... just remember that when i'm working there, i'm feeling happy even tired with all of that... but, it's a good experience for me... now i always remember my memories there... i want to undo my time, and having that moments again with them.. ermm.. can i?? hope that i can have all of memories again.... i miss them... ibu yati, ibu piah, our PIT, my friends, group en khamsen, en marzuki, en rozi, and en...?? how come i don't remember my pit name??? gosh!! erm.. sorry..............huhuhu... but.. frankly, i miss all of them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm thinking too much!

hye.... im fine, but a few days, i had stomachache.. that was so hard for me coz im so buzy with my classes, and so on.. btw, i've entered my class.. not too bad, but, seems boring... i hope i'll enjoy myself there... erm... now.. i always thinking too much.. and i don't now why, about what am i thingking about..it's so hard for me.. ya, i've memorized about my past.... sometimes, i miss all that.. but, at the same time, i've to not recall about that.. erm.. ya, i'm a human, i've my own past,.. sadness..memory with my lover, and so on.. too much! erm... fyi, im thinking about him... i miss him so much.. when he smiled at me, talked to me, his aroma,. the way he looked at me,. and he touched me.. seriously, i miss him... ermm... when we could do all those...? i really2 want to see him, but, it's not a good time now... erm... for a few day, i always remembered about him.. all abaout him, and our memories.... it makes me miss him so much.. maybe all of you think im psyco.. up to you.. but, only you can recognize what i'm feeling now.. as his soulmates.... i miss you so much..... hope to see you again in my dreams........

sekarang saye da tau....

hi... hope all of u will be fine... im ok.. ermm.. sje je nk cte2, cz xtau nk ckp n luahkan kt sape ag.. sye rse skng ni sy da ptus asa, n saye akan ikut je rentak idp dy.. ermm.. dy da xde pk kn sal ati saye pn even saye skt, dy wt xtau je.. cm dy xde wt pe2, sdgkan dy tau dy silap.. npe cmni? truk n bruk sgt ke sy ni?emm.. :( honestly, saye mmg sdh, tp, sy thn n wt xtau je.. coz saye nk ikt kn je dy, dy ckp sye ni ske wt hal kcik jd bsr,. ntahla.. nt if care dy lbh2, ckp saye konkong dy.. ntahla.. xtau nk wt cne.. pe slh saye, silap saye, btau.. mgkn dy anggap smue bde kcik, n xpntg, g2 gk ngn diri saye ni.. how come rite..? emm.. ntahla.. saye rse ati saye mkin lame mkin luluh n saye mgkn xkn de prsaan.. sbb da byk pkra skt, sdh, sy thn n pndam sndri.. xde sape nk amik kisah, even dia.. dia akan wt xtau, n juz say, im sorry.. tu jela yg sllu dy wt.. im sorry, semua org le ckp.. kn? i dont know.. rase sgt sakit.. saye xnk jumpe dy.. saye xle jumpe dy.. mgkin 2la jln tbaik skli.. saye xkluar@jmpa dy wt smntara waktu.. mgkin saye nk bsendirian lbh baik... ermm.. okla, saye penat sgt n ati saye da tlalu letih tok tanggung semua ni..ok..bye... c ya....

xsuke la...............!!

arni saye xsuke... sy da ckp, arni sy nk bek2, xmau mrh2.. tp, dy ad je.. ni dy pg karaoke... sy da ckp, xsuke if dy pg, tp, dy ttp pg.. alsan, xtau nk ckp pe ngn kwn2.,.. sal sy? dy ketepikan.... :( spela sy ni kn? ckp sy pn xmau dgr... sdih tau... sy le je ikt kate dy, np dy xle.... alasan... lelaki.. mmgla... xpeka ngn kdaan skeliling... dy wt sy rse sy ni kcik n xde bde pn.. sy ckp sy xsuke, dy ttp wt,. pe mksdY 2?? ermm.. dhla... sy pn mls nk pk2 ag.. at sy ni, biala sy je yg jge.. org len xya jge.. wt xtau je... bia sy jg ati sy sndri n jg ati org.. at sy xde spe nk jge.. ermmm..okla...... juz pray for me all.. tanx.....

is dis call birthday.....??

hei.... arni cm xbest je... name je bday.. tp.. cm xde bdepn.. blur.. pas2 sme bese je.. wt xtau.. worst gile rseY.. nothing special pn.. ntahla.. ak pn mls.. rse lmbt je mse blalu.. cz bkn de wtpe.. mbzr je ak tgu2 arni.. tp, hsilY..?? 0..... xde pe.. better ak duk diam dlm blk gni.. emm.. bday cm xbday.. sdh pn de gk, tp, nk wt cne,,, rmi org lupe, wt xtau je... so, ak syp jela.. ermm.. sdh kn cz org xingt n wt xtau je..?? cm kt ni xde bde je.. dhla.. mls... bkn ak epy arni, tp, sdih... cm xde bde.. emmmmmmmmmmmm.. kla..... :(

epy or not???

hey..... smlm adelah ari yg pnt+best+letih+cm2 la... smlm ak p genting ngn abg n family dy... agk berbeza la rseY kn.. besela, 1st time spent time ngn fmly dy.. agk rse tpinggir, tp, ak wt xtau jela.. syp jela kn? xkn nk wt bsing lk... then, p uma makcik yah dyorg.. uma dy sgt2 bso+best! ala, yg dlm cte " MARIKAS " kt tv3 dlu.. 2la uma mkcik dy... fuh, mmg puas ati tgk.. beso gile bapak! slse je tgk.. syp n kms + bsih.. maid dy 1org je, tp, uma dy sgt2 bsh cm maid 10org.. huhuhuhuh....aa, smlm kt gnting, ak nek roller coaster... fuh......... nk gile rseY! hahahaha.. seram+tkt gile... rse cm jntg ak da ilg da time nek 2..hihihihi.. ak pgg je tgn dy kuat2 cz sgt pnakot! hahahahha.. then, ble da trun, tgk muke ak, hakhakahakhaakahak!! sbek nga snyum tau, klu nga jerit, lg slekeh! hahahahahahhahaha.. epi ciap mntah2 ag after trun.. cian dy.. abg anip n kak noi bese je..tp, mke kak noi plg best! muke tkt!huhuhuh.... gg cm bese je, cz dy da bese... btw, epy la gk, cme ak rse len la ckit.. besela kn.. xsmue fmly n org sme.. len org, len rse,pkrn.. kn? ak sgt2 pnt... kla...... tuntasnya, ak rse enjoy,puas, tp, pntla................................................